It has been a crazy week and a half or so. Multiple doc appts, my older son had his bday then we did a joint big party at Chuck E Cheeses.
From the get go my DH was acting like a super douche. He came in the door all ready to jet. I hadn’t gotten dressed yet, but at the very least I pulled out clothes for the two who can’t themselves and made sure they were ready(except socks and shoes, as they will immediately take them off so I put that off till the last minute.)
Then he accused me of being on drugs cause apparently I was “out of it” Yes I did take xanax as soon as we got there cause HELLO too many people and stress and blah.
Then I have to drive him to the arena to see a hockey game. JOY so I get to be home with hyped up kids. NICE.
My daughter’s friend gets picked up and then I start “mom sleeping” on the couch (you know where you “sleep” but any noise or severe LACK of noise gets your attention. Well when DH comes home I tried to help out or something but he told me to just go to bed. I told him I was fine to sit on the couch with him, but he said I was out of it.
And I’ll grant you it was a bit fuzzy at that point. Has anyone else had that? Being kinda fuzzy and “out of it” You don’t realize it until you look back. I can’t imagine it is the xanax I’ve taken that before without that reaction.
I just don’t know if DH was sending me to bed to be nice or cause he was miffed at me. *shrug*.
On one hand I feel I’m getting better. On the other I think I’m getting worse. I have no idea.
Anyways yeah I’d love to hear from those with similar situations/experiences.
I will try to post more frequently again. Scouts honor.